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Please Help Me


I've never posted on a forum before, but I don't know where else to turn.


Like many of you, I'm addicted to pornography. I've been addicted for 21 years. I've struggled with my urges for several years, but I can't help myself. I must have my "fix" (as the addicts put it) and, to that end, I've done some dangerous and stupid things to get it.


You see, my addiction is more sinister and insidious than most. For I am addicted to a despicably dark and deviant type of filth that leaves me feeling ashamed and disgusted with my self.


I am addicted to Tiujana Donkey Porn.


There. I said it. But I don't feel any better.


I can't help myself. When I see the Pistoning Peni of the Burros as they mount the beautiful, brown skinned senoritas, I lose all control. It started when I was 18, when some friends and I took a road trip south of the border. We went to a live show in a barn on the outskirts of town. I was hooked. Ever since then, I've been making trips back to slake my sinful urges. Lately, the lure has been so powerful that once a month, I drive the 1,100 miles from hy home in Tacoma, down I-5 to the border and on to Avenida Revolucion and the Zona Norte district. I'll catch a live show and fill the trunk with as many tapes and DVDs as I can buy.


I've maxed out my credit cards getting cash for the trip at ATMs. The bank wants to forclose on my house. My wife left me five years ago. I've gone to psychiatrists and therapists. I've taken the pills they gave me. Last year, I even checked myself ino a Psychiatric Hospital for three weeks. None of that helped me. I found some comfort in talking to the Hospital Priest, and in reading the little green Bible they gave me. But I was raised a Christian, not a Catholic, and I think the Priest was trying to convert me. Or seduce me. Either way, I was somewhat leery of his attentions.


And I fear this disease runs in the family. My Beautiful Niece from Portland, "C", has been associating with a Dread Pornographer, posing on his website with bunnies between her breasts. I'm terribly afraid that this will be the start of a long, slow descent into "Hardcore" pornography with much larger animals.


I don't know where else to turn. You people are my only hope. Please Help Me!!!!!

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I'm planning a 'Million Max March' for when Max Hardcore's trial rolls around. You just turn up outside the courthouse in jeans, a garish shirt and a white stetson, and enjoy plenty of 'I am Spartacus!'-type hijinks.

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Judge: "Will the cock socket take the stand"

Balif: "Do you promise to tell the truth you worthless peice of shit."

Witness: (Cries and sits down at yellow leather stand)

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I'm planning a 'Million Max March' for when Max Hardcore's trial rolls around. You just turn up outside the courthouse in jeans, a garish shirt and a white stetson, and enjoy plenty of 'I am Spartacus!'-type hijinks.

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Judge: "Will the cock socket take the stand"

Balif: "Do you promise to tell the truth you worthless peice of shit."

Witness: (Cries and sits down at yellow leather stand)

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since we all know "whores lie" (FLOP #1), should the bailiff even ask this question?

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I'm planning a 'Million Max March' for when Max Hardcore's trial rolls around. You just turn up outside the courthouse in jeans, a garish shirt and a white stetson, and enjoy plenty of 'I am Spartacus!'-type hijinks.

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Thank you for your prayers. Mine don't seem to help.


This morning, as I was dressing for Church, the feeling came over me again. I struggled and fought, but in the end, the urge was too powerful. My clothes were soon off and Raquel y Hector was in the DVD player. Again. I never made it to Lamb of God this morning.


Afterwards, I felt so awful, I thought I might catch a service on one of the Christian channels on the Click! network (our local cable company.) But after five minutes watching 3ABN, the pastor's words seemed to pass right by me, and soon, I went back for more. I couldn't help myself. Hector is such a buff, burly burro that his lure is irresistable and I forget myself, my faith and my God.


Won't somebody please help me with some advice. I feel so helpless.

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Welcome,

we've all been in the 'gross pervert' ballpark, you're not alone there.


it does sound like you are very deep in, i know there are some retreats for porn addicts that xxxchurch is associated with, i can't remember what they are called though, maybe someone else here does? or you could do your own research.


keep fighting man, it gets easier. Even if you can do three days you may feel yourself less inclined. I found that i went from porn everyday down to once a week, then down to once every 2 weeks as i felt my urges get less intense

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Take the way of purity course at www.settingcaptivesfree.com. It will take about 30 minutes per day... Listen I can see that you are in deep, and really it is pretty disturbing even to hear you talking about the burros on here. Are you getting carried away? Whats going on there... just keep posting, keep letting us know whats going on with you...

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I'm going to let them stew for a day or two, then hit them with a barnyard meltdown.

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This jamesz is persistant, I'll give him that:

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Take the way of purity course at www.settingcaptivesfree.com. It will take about 30 minutes per day... Listen I can see that you are in deep, and really it is pretty disturbing even to hear you talking about the burros on here. Are you getting carried away? Whats going on there... just keep posting, keep letting us know whats going on with you...

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I'm going to let them stew for a day or two, then hit them with a barnyard meltdown.

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